Bewildered/Wilderness

June 25

“I will even make a way in the wilderness” (Isaiah 43:19).

God has a way of moving you through even the hardest of circumstances. Just trust Him through the entire process. He will bring you out of your personal wilderness.-Creflo Dollar

I woke up this morning in disgust, I was confused and up set for a moment until i realized this battle is not mine and that God will come threw for me and direct my path. I know that he will help me with everything. Im sleep was interrupted with; your broke, in debt, you parents are broke, following by the thought "Now Im in at St. John's University how am I going to pay this admissions deposit, if i have no money and no Job?" Yesterday my father came to me and told me that I should ask my uncle [his brother], for the deposit money, which upset the mess out of me. Im appalled at the fact that the reason I dont have any money is because of my parents[I dont want to blame them but they are the root of the problem in hind sight, forgive me Lord] I am a dependent until Im 24, and when I got ready for my financial aid check to come through, it didn't. Financial Aid said my parents made too much. So the money Im suppose to get I can't have because of my parents, but my parents don't have any money, so where dose that leave me. Disgusted! Appalled! Bewildered!

Bewildered-–adjective

completely puzzled or confused; perplexed.

In the state of being bewildered mentally, I am in the wilderness an isolated land or body of water where physical direction is unrecognizable. But what the devil dont know it that I dont walk by sight i walk by FAITH [For We walk by faith and not my sight 2 Corinthians 5:7] So even if Im in the wilderness I still have a compass, my compass being Christ. Even if Im in the middle of the ocean, there is a lighthouse. Even if Im in the desert, there is a star. Ima make if out blessed rather you like it or not.