HOLD on 2 HOPE: THE TRANSITION

When I decided to Transfer from Southern University and A&M College an HBCU ( Historically Black College an University) I didn't hesitate because it had always been in the back of my head since the second semester of my freshmen year. Why? well maybe I know to much, or got turned of. The straw that broke the camels back (known by the closest) came at the right time to the point were i had no choice. For example, your New-Boo is kind of different, unlike no other guy you've been with. New-Boo has his little moments of wried jealousy (where you at? been? going?) , you seen the signs but you keep going and you tell your self if it happened again your leaving. Then it happened but you saw it coming then the next time he SLAPS you. It took for the extreme and appalling; crossing of the line; got better then worse then the bad before the better; for you to realize that things are not going to get any better so I gotta bounce. Saying good bye is easy for the most, but the transition stage sucks ass, you miss the title, everything that goes with the status, the Oooos, Ahhhhs, awwws all the automatopia's. Then you think Damn I should go back it was good, it wasn't that bad. During this transition stage you have to regroup. At this point I feel this is a critical point of my life; and of coures education; I want to translate righ so i can grow and be stronger like a tree I dont want to here I told you so but this is hard. I hear the advise but i want to trasnlate my own way, i want to go to the school i want to go to not to close but not to far in the northern part of the state. It looks like i have no choice. Its August and its open to apply for Spring which is my personal deadline for me to leave, but damn why all CSU have to be close to undergraduates lower divison transfers except for East Bay, Sacramento, and the too near Dominguez Hills. The best out of 3 Sacramento. I just found out this information today and it gives me HOPE. Hope for my transition.